I need to stop leaving myself logged in because alex keeps taking over everything.
i dont mind tho... shes awesome =)

dude i had a job for 3 hours n i quit.... is there a problem with me i think not telemarketers are down to the center evil people and i am not one of them and im not using the word service for a long time

I love Horus.

Hes my best friend.

almost died once again it was awesome driving down 122 n i c some baracades let me tell u its night my head lights r dim no street lights i make the quick choice of which side im supposed to b on i say right bam no road underneath me just wet ground hit it at 40 spin out take like 5 baracades with me everything is muddy my engine my cr but guess ( Read more... )

everythings been really crappys lately going to meetins goin to skool n fillin everything in between that with fighting either about me stayin here so i can go to na or how she never has time for me or how somthing always comes up to not pay attention to me n just wen i think im gettin threw n everythings lookin up bam family keeps disapearing shes ( Read more... )

bad fucking day ne every1 just keeps bullshiting me dude i need money i dont get paid till friday gian owes me 10 bucks cabrera owes me 5 i just need enoguh to get my car home n ppl just keep blowing me off liek nothin i have alot of shit goin on my mom has even more n i dont want to bum money from her ne more im payin her back i have a list of ( Read more... )

i cant fuckin do it ne more at first it was just i wanna get over u now itsi dont wanna b crushed by the weight of ur shit i cant even take care of myself yet i feel liek shit all the time n i cant be sunk because i try to save u i cant ppl need to take care of themselves ive never nown u to b alone stop trying to fill the void with other ppl im ( Read more... )

im not feelin good today but all in all im feelin better n all im thinkin about is if im gunna abstain from drinking i really dont know i made a quick decision in sayin i wouldnt ever again i just want one beer dude maybe i will i wont let myself get carried away i really want this n i never really wanted to get wasted unless i was depressed im not ( Read more... )

i went to my first meetin n got my white chip. it really got threw to me just hearing those ppl talk made me relize that those ppl r the same as me same problem maybe not exactly but their in the same boat n it changed everything im workin for im not doint his for ne 1 but me n im not gunna b nething more than just me for a while not till im ( Read more... )

since i was old enough to make my own decisions ive never made the right ones i always made the ones that promised a good time for 5 minutes then i just kept goin str8 to those becuz it was all i no now as of today its a new day in my life im just not listening to myself ne more im gettin help n im not keepin it secret the last person who i would ( Read more... )