I hate how horrible people are to each other. Why can we not just treat each other nicely? Why is it so goddamn hard? perhaps school does not teach us how to not say unkind things, how to just walk away, how to love, how to walk away from someone we don't love anymore, or things of that sort, but maybe it is because it is just something we should ( Read more... )

I thought you'd step up.

sometimes i think i really have things under control in some really strange way. i know that i don't, but the image is almost clear. i've been really okay since last friday. i've been with really great people. i love it.

Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for your own joy ( Read more... )

no.

i know that there is no room for righteous indignation, but you guys kind of hurt me and i'm upset at you. i try not to expect or demand too much out of people, but at least ten minutes would have been nice. i've been ditched this whole year, and it hasn't bothered me at all until now. at this point i don't care. i should have learned to be less ( Read more... )

I've always had this view of the world in which the first bite of an apple was the best and I've often wondered if it would taste different if two people bit at the same time ( Read more... )

 i used to want to own a honey shop. i used to imagine a little store in a small town with white walls and wooden floors with shelves full of little jars of honey and honey based products. i imagined buying honey from all over the world, made from different kinds of flowers and bees. i used to imagine sunlight pouring in from the windows and ( Read more... )

i hate the shit out of pda.  auughhhgghh.

i'm goin crazy.

seattle needs to hurry. i neef to finish apps. i need out. 

 you can't expect to be happy if you refuse to let yourself be.  that's a big captain obvious statement right there, but you need to stop overlooking it.