I'm sad and grumpy and homesick because I left home yesterday. I get all happy and soft and warm when I'm home and I can be near by parents all the time. Just hang out. Just work on what I want to work on. Watch movies together. Chat. I drew a lot. I read a lot. I wrote a lot (comparitively) and I slept a lot and just lay around mostly. It was ( Read more... )

You know you really don't talk enough when your own mother says you're like a stranger to her.

Right in the feel-bads.

Maybe I'll think more when my soul doesn't hurt so much.

So I stayed up late last night so I could sleep on the plane home. In the morning, we all piled into the car and headed to the airport. On the way there my sister started wondering how on earth the trip was going to take more than 24 hours because she had heard that we arrived home on Thursday evening. I was all wtf we're getting home tonight, ( Read more... )

 Somehow, I knew how to do ALL the dynamics homework and did not too terribly on the two midterms. Yet now, I have no idea how to do anything. I feel like a part of my brain has been completely cordoned off and I NEED THE STUFF THAT I PUT THERE. BUT I CANT FUCKING GET AT IT FOR SOME REASON. This is really really really really bad. I -know- these ( Read more... )

 Yep. This has been a -great- three or four days. I don't think I've ever been so close to losing my temper so many times in a row. Hopefully the conclusion of this affair will have been the last four hours of today, which I spent at my apartment because the place got flooded and the girl leasing to me was three hours late to the appointment and ( Read more... )

Good but inadequate distractions both ( Read more... )

Because the function of this page is not only to shout out to you people but also to simply act as a journal through which I can riffle backwards to the less depressing segments of my life (and also to the more depressing ones), I'm going to make note of my demotion ( Read more... )

Bad day.

I finished some of my homework. And I'm tired. So I'm posting. So today was bad. I forgot my calculator (and as a result really screwed up chemistry), forgot my planner (yeee), found out we have to read 2 chapters for the psych test wednesday, found out I have to do all my chem homework (which I'm really far behind on) tonight so I can ( Read more... )