I did what I WANTED

[georgie_claire]

I have broken off all contact with Nate. I'm pleased about it. It's not common knowledge but I wrote earlier about how when I told him that I wanted to be with Indie he did something unforgiveable. I'm not going to go into that here. Blood is thicker than water and I know what matters to me. Nate is NOT among that. We had fun, he made me feel

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[juscallmesizzle]

good luck with the meeting w/ the surgical team!

what a freaking mature way to handle that situation.. nice one. i hope things keep working out for you and the girlfriend.

[georgie_claire]

Yes, welll the meeting was "interesting". It appears there are few options left really. More delaying tactics rather than anything completely worthwhile. Everyone thinksI should go through yet another operation but I want time to consider, simply because I think one should weigh up the quantity of life against the quality. Extending you time merely to sit in recovery wards and feel sick is hardly my idea of an appropriate life So, we're taking time to think. Rather I am taking time. I've heard what everyone else has to say. I'm just not sure I agree.

As for Indie and Nate? One phone call to Nate was all I needed to know that he's not right for me. I am also ambivalent about Indie at this time, so we're taking some time out (only a few days) to see how we feel when all the hubbub dies down. She DID send me a nice gift today....She left it on the steps with a note wishing me well today. That kind of thing touches me, so I think we'll be OK.