I did what I WANTED

Oct 10, 2008 00:44

I have broken off all contact with Nate. I'm pleased about it. It's not common knowledge but I wrote earlier about how when I told him that I wanted to be with Indie he did something unforgiveable. I'm not going to go into that here. Blood is thicker than water and I know what matters to me. Nate is NOT among that. We had fun, he made me feel special BUT I spoke with him today and realised that what I was holding on to wasn't Nate, but my idealised version of Nate. Not the same thing at all. So we're through. It seems to be the day for it in our household.

I also spoke with Indie and told her I want some time for us to just think and hang out and work at our relationship. I told her everything. It was a risk but I wasn't prepared to build a relationship on lies and half-truths. That is NO way to get to know someone (refer: Nate)

Tomorrow I am meeting the surgical team to discuss my next "procedure" as they like to call them. It's going to be a big day!

Well, that's what it is...I'm going to go and catch up with my friends and my cousin who are online and want to know the latest...

breaking down.........and putting brakes, breaking up

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