im old... my dad just looked at me and said... "You're 23. You're an old lady!"....gee thanks dad ( Read more... )

bored....

and full of water melon....mmmmm...

that is all....

ever miss what you had but like what you've got now even better? yeah, that was my weekend....i miss ryan, i miss the way we used to be together, the happy together, not at the end.....but i like what i've got even better now...i love jason:) yay! i felt kinda bad cause all three of us were hanging out this weekend...and i realized that i still ( Read more... )

IM DONE! happy dance!....no more classes...just got back from my last final.....i now have an Associate of Science....yeah i know..im 23 no big deal....im old....but ya know what..i dont care! i finished something! yay! its a big deal...for awhile there it didnt look like i was going to be able to go back to school at all...now ive got a chance to ( Read more... )

so i was supposed to be going out tonight....on an actual date.. like the whole movies dinner thing. its something we never really do cause were poor but i guess that just makes it a big deal to me....any way... so ive been all excited about this for like...a week and what ever....maybe im silly but its rare that we actually do any thing other than ( Read more... )

i need drugs sooo bad....poop on shrinks ( Read more... )

poopie...went to the shrink but she wasnt in.. so now i have to wait a week before i can get my drugs....but i do feel better....venting helps.... and playing with my nephew helps.. he's just such a happy little guy:) cant help but feel better when he's around:) any who. .i gots lots of work to do ( Read more... )

meh.....welp....im depressed again... i dont want to do any thing about it either....i hate medicine...i hate shrinks.....they act like i've got to deal with my "issues"...i dealt with it along time ago...mom's gone.. not coming back....that's it.....done.. dealt with....dad is a child molester....and insane....not changing any time soon....yay ( Read more... )

i <3 foamy ( Read more... )

i have the flu:( the coughing realy high fever kind...and i cant leave the house for three days:( this sucks! i have to miss a week of work and school! dang it! i hate not working and i hate being behind in class....poop...aw and im sad! cause were talking about musical theater in my theater class...my favorite type of theater...poop!:(oh well...i ( Read more... )