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everything seems like its been moving really fast these past couple weeks. school is done with. i got my first F. went to berkeley/sf/emeryville. said goodbye to a friend who WILL be having the time of his life for a couple months. said goodbye to the reezy who should be endulging in the life of our fellow japanese peepo. as for me, i'm still ( Read more... )

the pennies in my pocket aren't adding to 3,
which makes it two over the edge of average belief,
so i sit and ponder under the stares of the sun,
wishing that promise will be held in the last one,
the last connection to a smile,
the first connection to sanity,
the first dance with love,
and one more,
just one.

with each week, i learn how emotionally unstable i am. it's like i'm a moth that can't decide whether or not he wants to turn into a butterfly and live the rest of his life full grown. i do though, but sometimes i really just don't know how. progress is promising, but my promises are always half-assed. it's especially difficult to move on when ( Read more... )

seen by the window,
evaporated into my fiction.
left alone in the rain,
punished by her whisper.
told clocks to stop,
when there was nothing more to lose.
returned a lost phone call,
only to find static wishes.