You go through me, like light through trees . . . through stained glass.

The present is just a memory for the future. Which memories do You come back to, over and over again? Bringing them out like soft delicate treasures, to keep you warm in the darkness.

Tucker and I are not together anymore.
He broke up with me.
I don't know why.
Don't ask me about it.
I don't want to talk about it.
I won't be going to SL or doing anything social, so don't worry about drama.
Feel free to let everyone else know, so they won't have to ask me.

it all looks different, on the other side of the mirror
were you laughing at me behind your eyes
when i told you all of my hopes and dreams

Goodbye, I don't think I'll be back

"The trouble with distance, is that you always need more of it."

If my breath could catch you
Let my lungs burst with your air

If my eyes could sketch you
Let them close on your lines

If my mouth could drink you
Let your waters stream from my every pore

If my heart could have you
Let my blood laugh at its luck

~greg moglia

The way of love is not
a subtle argument.

The door there
is devastation.

Birds make great sky-circles
of their freedom.
How do they learn it?

They fall, and falling
they're given wings.

~rumi

So the schedule of classes for Fall semester came out...and I realized that I can potentially graduate in 2008. Of course, I have no idea what to do after that... Go to grad school? Disappear into the jungles of Southeast Asia for the next 20 years? Get a job? That'll just destroy any desire to be alive. I can feel the inevitability of the future ( Read more... )

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*sigh* So this is where I am right now:

I am sick.
I am worried about school.
I am uncertain of the future.
I am afraid of "that which shall not be named".
I am estranged from my father.
I am without faith.
I am concerned about my boyfriend.
I am apathetic about everything else.

All the dishes rattle in the cupboards, when the elephants arrive.

The newborn world liquefied under pummeling asteroid impacts. Heavy elements sank, generating still more heat, and a dowry of radioactive atoms kept the planets interior warm even after the surface cooled and hardened. Eventually the inmost core crystallized under intense pressure, but the next layer remained a swirling metal fluid, a vast electric ( Read more... )