there was nothing particularly mesmerizing in the dust cloud that his truck kicked up when he left. Yet she was unable to look away from the particles as they rose and then settled in the road down which he had just driven. She felt heavy with sadness, having to finally admit to having no sense of connection to the man she had married over 20 ( Read more... )

So . like all the tangible journals in my life , this virtual one has also proven to be a trigger for my quitting mechanism. Oh , i began with all good intentions, optimistic, even excited by the thought of transcribing my many brilliant htoughts ( ha!) into a semi cohesive assemblage in order to be amused by them at a later date. Then after having ( Read more... )

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My dog is dead. This sucks so bad I could never relate it to a page. He was with me for 17 years. Longer than my kids.Longer than i have been married.

I have his ashes. It's not enough.

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I tried to go to Imageshack and got an error message. Clearly my live journal was not meant to be illustrated in any way.
But just in case:

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When I was a kid and wished I was a grown up.... lordylordy did I not know what I was in for. I mean it didn't... WHY IS THERE A BIG FUCKING ROCK UNDER MY KEYBOARD WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE I LIVE WITH????? hhhhhh shit just a little sidetracked there for a minute- anyway it wasn't like I just grew up all of a sudden. It was inevitable, but ( Read more... )

No one reads my shit but I wanna play your game Courtney. So - you'll be the only one playing.I'll just do 10 ( Read more... )

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