It's days like today that I'm not sure if I want to laugh or cry. Or just do that wierd sob-laugh that always happens when you're saying goodbye or remembering someone who died
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This reminds me of a quote, too. You may recognize it: "So this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I am still trying to figure out how that could be." -Steve Chbosky from "Perks of Being a Wallflower"
We are too young of an age to start finishing our thoughts and put them into neat little piles; instead, like you, I feel like all my beliefs are spread out into uncoordinated blubs, some unfinished, some unable to explain, some completely unknown, some overlooked. Like the quote says, I'm sad to know that I still feel like an incomplete person; unable to finish thoughts, make conclusions, I am without meaning because I still can't make out who I truly am... but this makes me sad because we are only growing. We are not shrinking, we are not falling down, we are not diminishing; we are becoming stronger and more aware of who we are, where we stand, and why. My friend, we at least know now that we are incomplete; many do not see that yet. Since we are aware, we can now change.
sweetie... i am behind you 110%. I love you and htink that youare fantastic at what you do, whatever it is! Truly! You are so talented and funny and amazing! ACK! ENVY! jk. i'm always here for you if you need me. i think you know my number... (wink wink) xoxox me
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I say keep on writing. You're absolutely wonderful at it, and there's no reason to think yourself otherwise.
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"So this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I am still trying to figure out how that could be."
-Steve Chbosky from "Perks of Being a Wallflower"
We are too young of an age to start finishing our thoughts and put them into neat little piles; instead, like you, I feel like all my beliefs are spread out into uncoordinated blubs, some unfinished, some unable to explain, some completely unknown, some overlooked. Like the quote says, I'm sad to know that I still feel like an incomplete person; unable to finish thoughts, make conclusions, I am without meaning because I still can't make out who I truly am... but this makes me sad because we are only growing. We are not shrinking, we are not falling down, we are not diminishing; we are becoming stronger and more aware of who we are, where we stand, and why. My friend, we at least know now that we are incomplete; many do not see that yet. Since we are aware, we can now change.
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xoxox
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