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Jan 03, 2005 16:56

Well, it's been pouring rain all day and it's something like 60° F (which is roughly 15° C for those of you who live where measurements make sense), so what's a girl to do when it drizzly and freezing? Why, get Eegee's, of course! For those of you who don't know (and that's probably 99% of my flist) an Eegee is kind of like a Slushy, only better ( Read more... )

eegee's, tmi, ocd, i have a little bit of the crazy

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cinderlily January 4 2005, 00:32:46 UTC
It is always good to give the drugs a chance... I hope the BuSpar helps. I have always had the similar fear-of-killing-myself thing. One of the many reasons I am afraid of heights, I feel a compulsion to jump (makes no sense, I know).

And mmm... Eegees. You get the Original I presume? Best kind. Gah. If it weren't for the insane raining in Phoenix (and apparently in Tucson) I might just drive down during break to get some. Cause... dude. Eegee's, veggie grinder and ranch fries. Worth the 3 hour round trip.

L.

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tko_ak January 4 2005, 00:32:59 UTC
Kind of a morbid post, isn't it?

I can empathize, though. At least when I was so depressed...

60 degrees is not cold. It's 41 degrees here now (rainy and windy), and it's insane for early January. Global warming exists, for sure, I just wish so many people would stop trying to blame it on me (man). It's SO arrogant.

Oh, and I thought you might be interested in this, since I think it was you posted about this show once:
http://reuters.myway.com/article/20050103/2005-01-03T032141Z_01_N02313523_RTRIDST_0_ENTERTAINMENT-TELEVISION-DADDY-DC.html

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miriam January 4 2005, 00:37:29 UTC
I'm really sorry you've been feeling worse lately.
Just glad that you don't have any actual thoughts about committing suicide, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to sleep at night.
So I really hope your new meds will work fine.
Actually I also hope that in 2005 there is a chance for you to get better.. a lot better.

On another note: the thoughts you have about hurting yourself, though you don't really want to..
I have the same pictures in my head - only that they are about other people and not about me.
Which, hello, is even more scary.
I don't want to hurt or torture anyone.
I just have these pictures and "what if.." thoughts in my head, it's killing me.
Sometimes I really want to cry because I have no idea what's wrong with me.

But, anyway, that's not about me.
Just wanted to tell you: no matter what or how you are, I'll always love you.

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_slytherin_girl January 4 2005, 01:15:42 UTC
I hope the new meds work for you. Oh and I wish it was 15 degrees!

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by_myslf_ January 4 2005, 01:39:26 UTC
Hope all works out for you. *sends you my best*

And I can't believe you're freezing at 15 degrees!! I just got back from a place that ranged between -15 and -45 (depending on the windchill of the day) ... XP

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