so...havent been on for a while...and considering im...uh...erupting...im gonna rant...cuz im not in the sunniest of moods...so...obesity...is absolutly disgustiong...i honestly do not know how people can let themselves get so big!! its...disgusting...unhealthy...gross...makes me wanna barf...fat...is...repulsive...honestly...control yourself...and ( Read more... )

soooo....i saw harry potter 4 last night...loved it....and that means ive seena movie every night this weekend...well...two were rented but still...rent on wed, war of the worlds on thurs, charlie and the chocolate factory on fri, and harry potter 4 last night...if the director they have now stays with them...i cant wait till the nest movies come ( Read more... )

so i was seperating my clothes in my room to put away...and i look down on my leg and there was a dead spider on it...and i had my first panic attack...i soooooo freaked out!!...i was...yea...then i ran into my moms room after i got it off with a tissue...and washed my hands under high water pressure...god...i got soo frekaed...my heart rate is ( Read more... )

ok...so let me tell you...being sick sucks big sweaty balls...especially when your mom is thinking about not lettig you go to the football game OR the comp tomorow...wat is up with that?? i wanna go!! ill just sit and cheer!! no biggie!! ugh...and i dont know wat is going on at school...or with certian people...hmph...fuckin coff...fucking sore ( Read more... )

why is it that someone who can deal out the critisism left and right cant hold it themselves?? let me tell you...it is my BIGGEST pet peeve when someone critisizes you...and then you say the same thing to them and they get "hurt" or emotional...if you cant fucking take it dont fucking deal it!! thats fucking hypocritical!! it makes me sooooo ( Read more... )

sooo... i had a pretty good halloween...got ready with stacy...Tiffany came over...we went to a few houses...got a mixture of greetings from "Look wat you get to look forward to when you grow up" to an extreme frown...then got picked up by manda...picked up Tyler...went to Tyler's house...left Tyler there...went to my house...dropped off Tiffany... ( Read more... )

so i so cant wait till this weekend!! and not nesicarily for the comp...cuz for some reason i cant do and weapon work for shit...like honestly...its relly starting to bug me...but i cant...i have so many fucking bruises on me!! but yea...im mostly looking forward to the hotel and disneyland!! score!! so yea...im gonna have an awsome weekend...and ( Read more... )

im in a bad mood right now...and since i saw chewy tonite at the comp...i relly relly miss everyone...

o the joys of going from one practice to the next...first one till four...second one from 6-9...and my shoulder is fucking hurting like hell!!

ew...i feel so sick...and...nvm...wont go into that...i just feel like im gonna throw up...gross