last night: (all the good stuff happens when the sun goes down ( Read more... )

last night was perfect. games with friends. asshole and horse races. tecate. "wet t-shirt contest" with rootbeer being the liquid- leading to the stickiest mess ever. a huge epic drunken pillow fight that lasted way too long and eveyone was gasping for air partly from the endurence of the event and partly from laughing so damn hard. breaking into ( Read more... )

i want to write something brilliant right now. something to make anyone who reads this know exactly where i'm at. but i can't because that would involve me knowing where i'm at and the truth is...I am lost. 19 years old and i have no idea. i hate liars yet i lie to myself all the time.

you know how sometimes they (i don't know who "they" are -the media i suppose) connect anyone to kevin bacon in seven steps...here's my own version ( Read more... )

got caught having sex in the car.
chelsea is a wild one.
completely fucking publicly indecent
in every way shape and form.
it's not society i'm rebeling against
it's you.

oh and my hair turned out terrible...so the saga of trying to get it right continues...

didn't make it to denver. $90 is way too fucking (im trying not to use the word "fuck" or any varation of the the word...but this is that rediculious) much just to get some highlights. so anyway i'm sitting here now with tin foil falling out of my hair and hoping that it comes out alright. i swear i could be a stylist with all the cutting and ( Read more... )

geting my hair did today ( Read more... )

strike-fucking-anywhere.
thanks.

loooong day ( Read more... )

Bright eyes is playing and as connor's voice fills the kansas plains i'm swept into an alternate reality. even the tractor kicking up wheat clouds, no doubt to plague my allergies, is profound. A tiny green dot in a field of strawberry blonde contains one person. he's working the only way he knows how-hard. i attempt to comprehend this man's ( Read more... )