moving...is the most stressful and fun time i've ever had. aug 17th i'll be at my new casa with my two awesome roomates, and chances are we'll be drinkin to break the place in-so give me a call and come see the peacock clock.

wakeboarding with a couple male models today...
and the worse part is-i'm not even joking.

oh and i can boardslide the ledge after the rollers at denver now-guess that's what happens when you stay an hour after the lights go off.

i just can't control my emotions. 
the weather in denver after work better be good because i really need to skate. 
sometimes i scare myself. 
sometimes i wonder if i'm going crazy. 
if people can deal with things like this and not freak out then why am i so different? 
i hope people don't see me as unstable as i feel right now.
and the worse part ( Read more... )

but sometimes you just can't fight fair. being selfish is sometimes a good thing.

tommorow i am buying a new cd. the spill canvas is the name of the group-please buy it as well. i need someone to talk music with.
and now...
hot tub time!

took out a loan $1000 for a new camera. i am beyond excited ( Read more... )

because i probably deserve it. waiting for something that may never come...a couple more days then i'll have no choice.

everything else is going great though-except this one very important very scary thing that has the potential to ruin my life.

i've never really believed in god-but i've been praying lately.

Edit 8/2-we didn't even fuck, thanks for assuming things.

Canada was life changing. there is no way i can even write about it yet because i'm still digesting the awesomeness of it all. My last night in Vancouver i sat with my feet in the ocean watching the waves inch up my ankles and as the tide came in i fucking cried my eyes out. Jealous sound on my ipod i covered my face and sobbed until i couldn't ( Read more... )

warped tour was great. wow. strike anywhere and reggie and prob atreyu were my faves of the day ( Read more... )