I wish that I could wake up... not physically, but mentally. I am stuck in this haze... wanting something that I can't have.

I am ok... physically... mentally... barely holding it together. I miss!!!!!!!

I stood in front of my bathroom mirror and asked myself... "is abortion murder?". You see, I am pro- choice... oh yes, I took the whole feminist stand point... jumped on the womens' bandwagon... and grabbed hold of the reins of liberation... that was until my friend grabbed me by the arm and pulled me into a world that I know nothing about. I ( Read more... )

Haven't wrote lately... probably because I have been kicking back and enjoying my life. It has been nice and quiet inside my head lately. Lots of relaxing, spending time with my friends and family, reading, watching movies and cuddling. Life is fun!!

ENJOY THE INDIAN SUMMER... it will be cold soon enough.

Today, Kate pointed out that i don't write in this thing anymore. Well ya'll... I have been really f'n busy...haha!! Actually, there has been to much going on upstairs... it is hard to sort it out into a live journal entry. I can barely sort it out enough to make a keri journal entry ( Read more... )

I got promoted this week to be a Hall Director!!!!!!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!! I am the boss man now.... YIPEE. I am very excited to have my own apartment and my own staff. This year is going to be a lot of fun.

Staff training started yesterday... Jeff and I are already calling ourselves "personal bitches". That's ok though. We like it!! I am feeling energized and positive about this coming year. I am sure that will all fade by December... and then it will be back to complaining about the caf food, the dorms smell, people won't shut the f@@@ up. haha ( Read more... )

I finally finished moving back into the dorms. It took me to fucking days to move all that shit. I am exhausted!!!!!!!!! But I am finally here and I am loving it!!! I was a little sad to leave the apartment... memories, ya know. However, I made the decision to leave them there... in the past, locked in that apartment. (Not like that will ( Read more... )

"I can't stop crying".

As she wiped the flood of tears from my cheek, she sweetly replied, "you don't have to stop crying".

p.s. I am amazed at your strength!!

I have to leave my luxurious apartment to go back to the dungeons of hell. Ok... maybe it's not that bad... but damn, it gets hot in those dorms. But I won't complain because I am so ready for this year to start. I miss having people around me all the time. I have a lot of stuff going for me this year, and I can't wait to start working on ( Read more... )

Ever have one of those days that seem to fall apart, piece by piece, right before your eyes? And the even worse part is that you didn't do anything to really start it, but you can't do anything to make it stop either. I'm happy and finding time to smile, but I would be lying if I said that my heart has stopped aching. But in the midst of my ( Read more... )