ever wonder if you really believe in what you believe in?
I stood in front of my bathroom mirror and asked myself... "is abortion murder?". You see, I am pro- choice... oh yes, I took the whole feminist stand point... jumped on the womens' bandwagon... and grabbed hold of the reins of liberation... that was until my friend grabbed me by the arm and pulled me into a world that I know nothing about. I realize now that you really can't have an opinion about something until life gives you the opportunity to explore your feelings on this opinion. I have now had the opportunity and I am left speechless and numb.
We couldn't find her keys this morning. Is this God's way of telling us NO?
Took her to the clinic... dropped her off... waited. Waited for her indiscretions to be sucked away. I played with her son. Watched and wondered if he could feel his siblings energy, cause earlier this morning he said to me "I want my baby sister"- how the hell can a 2 year old know anything about what is really taking place.
It took about an hour and half... I went back to pick her up... and she came out into the waiting room and said...
"1 more week. I have to wait one more week. The baby isn't formed enough for it to be taken".
So, we wait in silence for another week to pass... waiting for growth and death.
We couldn't find her keys this morning. Is this God's way of telling us NO?
Took her to the clinic... dropped her off... waited. Waited for her indiscretions to be sucked away. I played with her son. Watched and wondered if he could feel his siblings energy, cause earlier this morning he said to me "I want my baby sister"- how the hell can a 2 year old know anything about what is really taking place.
It took about an hour and half... I went back to pick her up... and she came out into the waiting room and said...
"1 more week. I have to wait one more week. The baby isn't formed enough for it to be taken".
So, we wait in silence for another week to pass... waiting for growth and death.