Im tired and I have been so sad all day. I cant believe something else is over. Ill probably be over it soon but right now its still reallly raw.

I want to go on tour again...I'm so antsy. Crap.

So I have been taking burlesque dancing classes for 2 months now. Surprise I haven't talked about it much because I was kind of embaressed at first. The lessons will be over soon and our final performance is on the 25th at the Hawthorn lounge (the smaller of the two spaces at the Hawthorne Theatre) if anyone wants to come. Pepper School Riot is my ( Read more... )

No sleep men in tights and thongs and no coffee....I only wish it was a dream.

For reasons I do not feel the need to get into I need a stage name by 6:00pm tonight... So if anyone has any suggestions......help.

My stomach hurts....and I have 44 more pages to read. I just feel bleh. And theres this gorgeous house for rent but  i cant afford it. So if ayone who is awesome and not lame and can afford to pay 600 a month in rent for the best house ever is moving to portland someone should tell me so that I can go live in leahs dream house. PS i feel really ( Read more... )

Why do you think people do things? How did that random person know i needed to smile today? And why is his kind gesture sending me back into tears? Lifes hard sometimes, to much stress. I just wish it would all vanish. Or atleast some of it.

During the holiday season here in Portland, I can not help but feel left out. There are no Menorah's decorating buildings lobby's standing next to the christmas trees representing our new PC view of how we must do the holidays. I know Im not really Jewish im jew-ish but come on it would be nice to see blue and white decorating something as we get ( Read more... )

SO Im watching Detroit Rock City and I have seen it before but it never dawned on me....they wouldn't still be loading in right before the concert!! This upsets me...

I started looking through old year books tonight and trying to get in touch with people from my past who I believe have long since forgotten who I am. I hope they haven't.