I know it's bad of me, but I've already found someone new. Someone that I think I love ( Read more... )

Well, it's over.

We decided that it's for the good of both of us.

But I swear, Clay, you will always be on my mind. You were the love of my life. But I promise, for you, I won't let this get me down. I hope you don't, either.

It feels like Clay and I are drifting apart. It's like we always fight. But I'm not ready to let go of this. I love him way too much to just say goodbye. I'm going to try as hard as I can to make sure that I don't screw up again.

Clay, I love you. Please, don't ever forget that. You know that I'd die without you.

...Clay skips the staff meeting to be with me ( Read more... )

Everything always seems so great and sweet and romantic and PERFECT with Clay. It's like no matter what happens, he's always so wonderful. Everything in his life can be going wrong, and with a little comfort, he's back to my perfect finacee ( Read more... )

I can't believe this is finally happening. I mean, sure, we've talked about it a few times, but I never thought it would actually happen.

Clay and I are now officially engaged, as of this morning!

Honestly, I don't think I've ever been so happy in my life. He's ( Read more... )

It's nice having such a sweet guy as Clay around. I always feel so happy when I talk to him! I'm so glad that I met him...I don't think that life at camp would be the same without him.

While talking to Clay, I finally asked the question that was on my mind since I first saw him. I asked if counselors were allowed dating campers. God, I hope this goes alright...

So, it's my first day at camp, and I've just walked in. Guess who I meet. Clay Aiken, who is...amazing. It's great that we got to talk, I'm really happy that I've already met someone who I can call a friend. To tell the honest truth...I think he's kinda cute...I can't stop wondering what he thinks of me. So much for coming to see Brad.