Me again! whats up? i dont know im really confused! like darren o.k heres the story! me and darren broke up but we both still really like eachother ya know! i hang out with him and its basicly like were still goin out but were not! Theres a problem with all of this though! darren has a gurlfreind! YA I KNOW! HOw wrong are we! but hey! i really ( Read more... )

No matter what the fuck i fuckin do everythin always fucks up! WHAT THE FUCK!!!! I really dont think that i can handle this fuckin shit! OMG.....FUCK!!!!!!!!!

To my last entry please dont coment! it wont help what u say! i will still feel the same what i do now! u will just make it worse by tryin to make it better if u understand that!

Wow its like 1 am and im still awake! I have school tomarow i should be sleepin but yet again im stuck wide awake! I cant even think straight! Im so confused! I really dont like who i am anymore! Its like im a fake person! Im nothin to this world besides a body! I should be dead! I dont want to live no more! If i wasnt alive nobody would care! Im ( Read more... )

Hey whats up im just chillena t home with amanda and my sister! I went shoppin today and got a really cute outfit for school tomarow! Its a skirt and a black shirt but its really cute! Anyways, My b-day kinda sucked! Well i was really board all day and school wasnt good so it was just a bad day! Yeah but i hope i can get a job now! Well just wanted ( Read more... )

I'm so effin happy! my birthday is 2maorw! yah! Well im glad becasue its my sweet 16! i cant belive that i made it to 16! I thoguht that it was never goin to come! I died my hair over that break! it looks bad! really really bad! Some people say it looks good but i dont know!

Hey whats goin on all? I dont know why i always write in this dumb livejournal now one reads it and i ask for help and no one helps! I told my dad about me wanting to get inmacipated and it was like not the greatest thing in the world for me to do! I explained everything to him and it was like, well i dont know! He gave me 20 bucks becasue mom dont ( Read more... )

Man i dont know why i alwyas have theese problems with the guys!! Im a good gurlfreind and shit i mean like if a guy cheated on me like depends on how much i liked him i would brake up with him ya know! its just gay becasue im really nice now like everyone knows that i will bend over backwords for my freinds my freinds even come befor some of my ( Read more... )

O.K this kid keith like fucked me over so bad! Here's the story, Keith and I were talkin and he was like so megan when we goin to hook up? I was like well I dont know becasue u seem like one of those guys that like to hit it and quit it! He was like naw man I would never do that to u! So I started hangin out with him and shit, we ended up doin ( Read more... )

Hey whats up? NOthin here just chillen watchin t.v with my sister! I had so much fun on saterday, me and my sister and shelli and katie and shellis cuzin amber and shellis sister amber, we all went skatin. It was 13 and under i felt like the biggest PETAFILE! hahahaha, anyways, I also made 37$ this weekend, i only worked for 5 hours to so thats ( Read more... )