Don't feel sorry for Brian, don't feel sorry for Brian, don't feel sorry for Brian ...
But ... I do, I'm struggling, but I do - must be a masochist like Justin is. And there is one thing I hate even more than Justin giving in too easily and that's them not talking, having everything backwards. At the important moments in their life they always fail and then what happens is the course of things, self-fulfilling property.
Arrghhh!!!!... why isn't anyone listening to anyone at all!!!.... lots of conversation but no one is listening!!!.... gosh!!!... this is so sad!!!.... sad for Brian, sad for Justin, sad for Vic..... even sad for Tim..... sigh.....
When you said roller coaster you really meant it. Not just the story but every chapter! My heart escalated when Brian went after Justin and comforted him during his breakdown. Then plunged again when Justin turned on him. But I agree with Justin. Brian doesn't get that he was in a relationship with Vaughn. Not like with Justin or Ron but a relationship non the less and was callous to how it would affect Justin. I dont' believe he fathoms how much his running away with Ron hurt Justin. Since it is so hard for him to admit anything when he does he thinks it's enough, but when the damage is so great one acknowledgement is not enough. Then the minute he gets one rejection he's all bad Brian who doesn't deserve anything blah blah. Apparently he made me mad. Good chapter.
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But ... I do, I'm struggling, but I do - must be a masochist like Justin is. And there is one thing I hate even more than Justin giving in too easily and that's them not talking, having everything backwards. At the important moments in their life they always fail and then what happens is the course of things, self-fulfilling property.
Arrgh!
Nicki
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your pain!
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That's the problem.
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They are both in pain, both don't want to listen.
More to come.
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Brian may truly have to go through this storm alone. Justin is done, and something tells me that door may be closed to Brian for awhile. :)
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