i havent updated for a while. so here i am updating. Am in Dublin at the moment and its raining loads so basically been in the hostel all day trying to recover from hangover. Lets hope will feel better before anothe night out. Actually i think i will take it easy today as ive been treating my livewr bacly for this whole week in Dublin....when in ( Read more... )

had very odd weekend.....mix of feelings. my mum died on friday and i had a breakdown for one day until i woke up on sat and then i said to myself i will not fucked up by this and will carry on. so here i am and am going to get a new job cos i hate working for healen centre it is so bloody boring...dealing with the stuck up people. and also doing ( Read more... )

just got back from reading fest and it was GREAT!!!! i got in free due to selling beer all day...and got back stage...and free beer all weekend!! met some lovely poeple and coming back to London is so depressing....am going to book a trip to amsterdam...because i cant stand being in London. only thing am looking forwards to is having a new house

this summer will be hard to explain because i had such a great time at the start...went Berlin and one of the best experiences of my life. i will never forget it! then i come back to London. and it just feel like a whole nightmare crashing on me. i guess at the back of my mind i knew it was coming but maybe not like this. and how am i going handle ( Read more... )

am still in berlin and having a great time...only problem is things with my mum are getting really bad....and am stressing out because what happens if something really bad happens to her and am out having fun in Berlin. maybe i should go home early but i havent had so much fun in a long time.....life is just getting too much now.
gaby

am in berlin at the moment....its kinda odd becos am not meant to be here am meant to be in poland but lost my passport or could of left it in white heat. am not sure i was drunk. but berlin has been great, really good. met so many people and been going to clubs getting stoned and drinking kots. am by my self but i havent had so much fun in a long ( Read more... )

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had a great day...did nothing. and it felt good!! i really do love billie holiday, never really listened to her before but she is brillant and watching some sex and the city......