SO PUSH THE SEATS BACK A LITTLE FURTHER ( Read more... )

i don't feel very well... I don't really feel like going to school, and i DEFINITELY don't feel like doing marching band today ( Read more... )

josh ( Read more... )

I need more alcohol, i need to be loved. I need someone to hold me now, someone to kiss... i’m fucking tired of boys, tired of their bull shit, tired of being “one of” them... i want to be me, i want to be jessie,i want, right now, to sit in a room but myself and be stoned and drunk and fucked up... just.... fuck ( Read more... )

dreaming, candy coated wonders steal my breath. i lay dying, undressed, walking staircases in the clouds, spiraling down in distress. I don't want to wake up, i don't want to fall. let me sleep.

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I don't know what to do... i think i just ended the andy/jessie relationship.... again. I don't know. I am so confused. and i didn't want to hurt him, but i felt weird and i don't know. I'm sort of freaking out again. I just wrote him a letter (which was probably the worst thing i could have done, i should have just talked to him and told him face ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of people it isn't even...UGH. it's beyond me even trying to be nice. The whole Justin thing. That ass hole actually got on the boards and was posing as two different people, trying to get "advice" on the "situation" with me. here's the context of the thread ( Read more... )

somebod help me... i can't figure out how to put pictures here......!!!


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I am so tired right now.... I was up until 2 am on the telly with andy. I have a new favorite song... of the moment. Megalomaniac by incubus ( Read more... )