so its been awhile. yes i know. im a busy gal. deal with it ( Read more... )

the one person i want to notice me .... doesn`t =(

omg so how many people looove my new layout?

haha. i know i do =)

thank you so much ness, you ROCK !!

on another note :

my life sucks =( end of story.

sooo..its been awhile since ive done an actual update ..not sure how long this one will be .. because honestly im kinda tired .. sad .. and well yea ( Read more... )

as of July 10, 2005 would of been 2 years and 7 months =(

and to think .. i thought things were changing and he was goin to ask me tonight .. guess my feelings and thoughts were wrong .. lonely again =(

today was fun .. my lovely schnookums came over. we hung out .. worked on our tan haha .. we went swimming too .. had just an overall great time. then he had to head the baseball game. i talked to him a little bit lata on, but then out of nowhere he stopped talkin to me =( i called him but no answer .. i duno what happened .. his away message said ( Read more... )

why helllo there my loves . yes i know you problee thought i was dead or something .. but no, im not ive just been really really really busy !! however i missed you all. i plan to try and keep up with this thing now. so i except lots of commentsa little update on my life ( Read more... )

i love him .. what else can i say =\

me no feel so good ( Read more... )

so i got some good news for you guys ( Read more... )