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My insomnia
Another restless night ! Fuck how I hate this ! I've tried everything to fucking stop it but it just goes away briefly for anyone who has suffered true insomnia my heart goes out to you! Hope your dealing with it better then I am two weeks ago I had a horrible relapse and this whole week I already know Its going to be no sleep !
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nice day for a drink
today seems like a good day! -
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ok lets say just for example im a woman that had a horrible relationship with a guy who never cared for me and I heard him downgrading me yet afew months later im back with the same motherfucker in the same sitution. Why are women so depended on atention. Do you really need love to live on. I think im becoming more and more emotionless and i dont ( Read more... ) -
WOW fuck lets let it all out !
i havent been on this thing for a long time and fuck i need to start updating this ( Read more... ) -
keeping to myself
well the funny thing is this weird strange sense of happiness just came over me i cant stop luaghing i feel happy when im not haha its all him and his stupid memories of the "good times " i really have to control fuzzy alittle better he is depressed most of the time he really misses his ducky but i can't help him there haha i tried ! i rather have ( Read more... ) -
for a few moments
the mind is a powerful thing indeed it is so many complex cells ha i love destroying them all what is left to remember can only bring remorse its not hartless nor is it love ! so you can hold on to what you beleive in it will only fade away slowly in time as i said in the past YOU HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD JUST NOT ENOUGH TO LIVE IT i have ( Read more... ) -
apathy for the bear
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still inside
this unless torment ( Read more... ) -
people are so annoying !
hahah man its funny to see and hear the stupid people in this world this lady calls in and says ima kill myself is their anything in this catalogs that can help me ! in the back of my mind a voice said theres shoe laces !! hahaha i ended up slowly talking the lady in to hanging up the phone haha god i hear the fucken weirdest things !! -
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hahaha i always loved going on a road trip dam i just got back from a trip to cali. but it was funny i got drunk and stoned hahaha i talked to a chicken and got him stoned it was pretty funny