Bleu, nothing can replace the void that was created in my heart when you left this world last night, for 18 wonderfully awesome years you were there for me. you helped me through many rough times,  and I thank you from the bottom of my heart.   your dedication and loyalty were beyond fantastic and your love was unconditional.

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I'm what you would call a professional shower taker.. Well, I don't get paid to shower or anything, I just happen to love showers.  I've always been a fan of bar soap, and over the years have stuck with a few favorites regularly.   about 2 months ago I started paying attention to commercials showing up in my news feed on social media, and they ( Read more... )

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I've been an extremely light sleeper my entire life, and its been a  disadvantage for quite some time. Lately it seems like trouble with  falling asleep has come more often so I've had to resort to using sleep  aids to help me make that transition into sleep.  Z-Quill has been a  life saver,  and I've had many nights of deep sleep thanks to that ( Read more... )

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Someone I knew the other day, told me "you should shave that beard, you  would look so much younger"  this was coming from someone who dyed their  beard, something I can't stand to see people do..  I laughed and said  "this is me, and this is how I look. I don't care how old I look, its  how I feel inside which makes the difference.  I have never ( Read more... )

The lights are off, the one hitter has been lit more than once, and sleep is slowly making my eyelids heavy. I have fresh linens on the bed, and I changed the room around tonight so I will have a new balance to re-adjust to find the perfect sleep.  Today was the first day of the new year, and it started with a busy shift at work.  What is it I do ( Read more... )

Well here we go with a brand new year, what its got in store for me I have no idea whatsoever, but I'm looking forward to seeing it. I have decided that I will return to blogging daily, and while it is 12:36 am on January 1st, 2020 its also my first of 365 new and exciting entries, ( well, I do hope they turn out that way)

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another week has come to an end here in the life of me, miraculously it started with work and ended with work, with just a little bit of me time thrown into the mix.  We had an Indian summer over the course of a few days last week, surprisingly enough was the fact that one of those beautiful days was indeed the first day of Winter.  Now the weekend ( Read more... )

Well another Christmas has come and gone, and as usual I find it completely amusing that almost an entire month of craziness culminates in a single solitary day. And for the most part, once the day is over its all back to normal the next day for most people.  Kids as usual have  it good, they are all most likely enjoying the ends of their Christmas ( Read more... )