well arent i fucking sweet... i have very very few friends i can trust.... i've lost a lot of important people... and well, i can't even decide what i wanna do with my life anymore... i mean i used to think the Army was the only way for me to go.. and i still feel like i'll do well.. I just can't believe it's cost me so much already...

Oh shit it's 06.....u know what that means? THE SAME DAMN THING THAT 05 MEANT! nothings gonna go right. ur friends will fuck u over. OH SHIT it's only day 1 of 06 and i experienced both of those... Anyway continuing, everythings gonna change and at the same time be the damn same. I'm gonna fuck up a hell of a lot more, that's just what i do, so ( Read more... )

Wow, so it's been a while since i've updated and really i only update when i have absolutely nothing else to do. So Holidays... HAH! Is there supposed to be something good about Holidays... Maybe one day those will be good things again... lol anyway So now for the update. Work, sucks.... Private David Johnson is in downtown Baghdad. I get into ( Read more... )

So an update on my life huh!? lol ( Read more... )

Well, it was definately an outright shocking night. Some things that weren't expected occurred. All in all, things went well. LoL anyway i had fun.

So I've realized not to rely on anyone. Alot of people have u know, pushed for me to become more dependant on others? But for what? Others are misleading, and betraying. You never really know who you can trust. It'll suprise you one day. When you learn it. I know it suprised me. What can ya do tho?

So freakin ay! what a day lol Umm so i walk up to work right... Police cars surround the place, so i walk around the caution tape. Start to walk towards the officers on the other side of the parking lot and Outta nowhere i get screamed at by the cop. "STAY OUT OF THIS PARKING LOT" im like wtf i work here!? and she all like makes me move back and ( Read more... )

Wow, been a great week. Truly it has. For all the ups and downs all the bad things that have happened since the accident night that friday. It was all with good outcomes. Now unfortunately This time comes to a close. My bestfriend who's been there with me every day on this eventful week or so, is leaving tomorrow. I unfortunately do not get to see ( Read more... )

So fuck that i tried bein nice. Why!? she's a fuckin ho. I didn't like her just thought friends would be a bit better than enemies haha. but i really don't care cuz she ain't shit, actually i kinda hope she gets hit by a bus =) thank you and have a nice day!

Some events in the past week have made me realize some things. I am someone that no one wants me to be. I mean really! I am too overbearing and cocky from what i'm told. I'm also too into what i believe in. So i guess i'm basically going to give up on the living what u believe in thing. I'm not supposed to be proud of who i am from what i'm ( Read more... )