But, if i did, i would put this poem that i've been working on since the end of July in here and desperately (for the first time ever) ask for opinions and criticisms. Come on, guys, it's not like i'm bogging you down with other entries, eh? (oh, and i have no idea how i want to do line breaks ( Read more... )

i hope everyone is thinking about my sara. she lives just outside of pensacola. this has been a terrible year for her already. i just wanted to remind everyone to think and/or pray for her and her family.

stupid... drinking. haven't done this in a while. whoa, i'm totally legal ( Read more... )

so yeah, i'm 21, and i just thought everyone should know

i'm having a nadja style freak-out where i can't sleep and i'm so upset that i'm sick to my stomach. there's a small black kia rio in my driveway right now. i can't afford it, but these sales people seem to think that they can manipulate me enough to believe that i can. i need a car, and a new one was all they could let me finance. to have a car, ( Read more... )

it's late. i have to get up in 6 hours to go to work, but right now i'm online and listening to the postal service CD that dave sent me. why is that guy so nice to me? he sent me a shel siverstein book that i didn't have and the postal service CD that i couldn't find in wal-mart the other night when he called and i blew him off because, well, i was ( Read more... )

whatever it is that comprises my internal make-up aches. maybe it's my heart or something. but i don't want to be dramatic about this ( Read more... )

today sucked.... a lot. i just want to got to bed. everyone's being mean to me, and my family thinks that every time i want to hang out with someone else it means that i DON'T want to hang out with them. why is it that way with everyone ( Read more... )

my mom likes chinese take-out... so there are a lot of fortunes just lying all around the house. my last one read " some men dream of fortunes, others dream of cookies." i think that i go back and forth. tonight it was cookies. so i bought some all natural cookie dough from whole foods and make some oatmeal raisin and peanut butter chocolate chip ( Read more... )

i made $328 in one week, the implications of this are good... next paycheck, along with a loan that i will be paying back for the rest of my life, means a car. just two more weeks of walking in 95 degree weather 2 and half miles to work. lately i've had to spend at least 5 minutes in the bathroom just mopping the sweat off of my forehead and back ( Read more... )