I couldn't help but feel sorry for myself seeing how i planned to spend my weekend holidays doing guard duties. Most people would ideally spent the precious weekends with their loved ones and close friends.

It just makes me wonder why can't i be like them? :(

Even if it hurts, i would still keep you in my heart...

I am pretty sure, generally parents would agree that if you can't make them proud, they are totally cool with it. The thing is, what i seem to see these days, kids are so disillusionized with their farce ideals that they fail to remember who is going carry the torch in the end ( Read more... )

 I just got back from camp. I got posted to Alpha platoon 3 under fit squad. More importantly, I got through the ERS interview and will be getting screw in the upcoming weeks for the next six month.. i want get screwed so hard that my balls swell up.  i am so looking forward to get through this with my sheer determination and faith. I really want ( Read more... )

I am trying to handle this like mature adult but no, you won't listen. Don't be surprise when i won't be there tomorrow.

There are days where i wake up feeling so ready to take on the world. I take a deep breath in the morning hazy air and smile before i begin my day. Rejuvenating, if you ask me.

On the contrary, there are days where i feel so feeble i just don't want to get out of bed.

i swear it's killing me slowly. And, you are the one who's behind all this.

See there's this place in me
where your fingerprints still rest,
your kisses still linger,
and your whispers softly echo.
It's the place where a part of you
will forever be a part of me.

It's never easy to have friends who are so busy. :( 

It's good thing life's short.