Dear Asshole ( Read more... )

sitting in my apartment, my newly forgiven boyfriend lying in my bed and i am burning alive. i dont understand life and i dont think i ever will. i swear to god, if there is a god all he does is sits up there and laughs his or her ass off. grrrr motherfucker grrr, i hate, i hate, i hate....and this is funny b/c b4 my boyfriend i didnt hate, i ( Read more... )

well, b4 when i thought i was back on here i was wrong. i thought id be able to write in here but i still didnt have a computer of my own.....well...now i do, YAY!! i gots me a new apple macbook. i am soooo exceedingly happy. i have never had my own computer and now i have a beautiful white laptop.....horray i could just die! but i wont cuz that ( Read more... )

A lot has happened in my life since i posted last. my god i have not wrote in this journal in oh so long. but now that i am back in college...Hooray, i see myself getting back online. I have been living in ytown now for quite sometime and i am an art instructor at a private facility for adults with special needs. i love working with these great ( Read more... )

wow, i havent written in this in like 4ever.....FOR real man. i feel totally different now as a human being then i did when i wrote in this i dunno how many years...hmmmm, not that llong i think, but so much has gone on in my life, its kinda like.."huh, what was THAT?" HAHAHA, but seriously wow man....so i got a killer job as an art instructor ( Read more... )

i havent written in like 4ever. well, theres too much going on not to now...i need to. i find that i grab for my journal and then i just sit there and doodle in it. the same shit is happening to me like it always does. i got kicked out, or moved suddenly as is the case with my life these past 3 years and im so sick of it. i know however that im ( Read more... )

standing here in the library on campus and i realized its been a long ASS time since ive posted but there isnt much else to say. i think i said it all in my last entry. my boyfriend Dan is UBER great and im very happy with my life right now. not back in school, prolly wont be till a long ass time. if i can ever convince my asshole father to help ( Read more... )

its been awhile. and it all stems from the new thing nick has in his life called a boyfriend. like, wow...this never ever happens. but yeah, i wont go on and on, b/c i know what its like to read happiness when there isnt much happiness going around or w/e but, yeah...his name is Dan, hes the most beautiful hippie ever...yeah, my boys a hippie...i ( Read more... )

so...to put easily....fuckface fucked this boy dan im talking to now while dating jason. thus proving my point that fuckface NEVER deserved jason, or anyone. he is nothing but SHIT. he fucked over so many guys..hes an ass. and on top of that. he tells dan that hes just using jason right now for a place to live for free. cuz jasons dad is paying the ( Read more... )

that picture that was my last post is me with my sexy friend steven...im on the left and hes on the right...thanks to my liz she used her scanner to post it for me on her own time. fanks, im not puter smart enuf to do it myself...hehe.

i LOVE that picture....