im so sad. my life is fucking worthless.

Isnt it strange how quickly things change? For an eternity it seemed like, i wanted to be here, home. But ive been here for a week, and here I am, lying in my bed, cigarette in my hand, 5am, and i find myself actually excited to go back. Although its only been two months, i really do miss the people ive met at school. Sometimes they act like better ( Read more... )

im sitting in the ft lauderdale airport. i feel sick. im so tired, and i just want to go home.

bye

IM COMING HOME SATURDAY!!!!

so theres a cat 4 hurricane headed right for us. hooray for evacuations.

Ok, got some pix from here in Miami with my roommate, suitemates, and our friends. Nat is Cyndi's best friend from back in New York, and her and Virginia (Cyndi's cosin), came to visit for the weekend.

And yes, I look awful in these. I wasnt trying and I didn't do my hair or bother with clothes. Pass no judgement. I'll post cute pix later.

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sometimes its too much for me here. i hate being so emotional over such petty things...like him...its so stupid. why him? of all people, why him?

things have been just awful lately. i have been having these horrible mood swings were one minute im fine and the next im fuckin suicidal. i havent felt this way in 3 or more years. im so depressed here and i have no outlet for it. i have no one to talk to except my friends from home. the people here dont like me...i have no real friends that ( Read more... )

haha MSN gossip is so funny ( Read more... )