Boys with degrees and a nice body, boys without degrees and a nice body; they're all the same. Make your head hurt over the bull shit that they are so WONDERFUL at emitting. It just spews from their lips, as if they cannot help it ( Read more... )

I'd been thinking that it was everyone who was having a hard time finding a job, out of the people that I know who graduated from UCR... no, it's just me, out of the science majors that I know. Its really sad. Its like I wanted housing, a roof over my head so badly that i didn't focus on what was important ( Read more... )

Or is it just my tears staining my vision...
And when you're in a relationship, should you want to change quite a few things about the person. And if you do want to change things, like huge character aspects, does that mean you really like them?
Do you like them for some of them and not all of them, or are you just an ungrateful betch?
I wonder

So I've slowly realized this over time, that love isn't something that comes easily- its fought for, bought and paid for with undying affections and attentions ( Read more... )

Mornings at my house are similar to opening night at the circus. My mother, the extremely frazzled ring leader, trying to get all the performers in order. Me, the sleeping lion, not ready to begin the performance. And my brother, the noisy herd of elephants, getting their last hoorah in, destroying everything in their path and giving the ring ( Read more... )

My mother is as nutty as they come. If things are not perfectly organized, she cannot function. That is a major disability in my book.

Sometimes you just need friends to smack upside the head and say "Hey, i know it's rough now, but it'll be ok. You're alive, and as long as you have breathe, you CAN make a change"
:)
a very old friend of mine did that for me today- Vince is the greatest :) he's always right on time, especially when i'm going through crazy shit.

By now, I'd think I'd be smarter
One would think that i'd have figured out how to pay my bills
apparently I have NOT because every month, I'm constantly doing something stupid
i had plenty of opportunities to keep myself out of the hole this month
and i am so stupid
and forgetful
that i didn't follow through on any of them
i am an idiot
period

I haven't posted an official status of a relationship on facebook in over a year... it would have been 2 years in early September this year ( Read more... )

So I feel like I have infinite amounts of time on my hands today. And its true, I do. I don't have work today, volunteering lady hasn't emailed me back yet, I could be cleaning things up around the house but I don't feel like it, I could be working out but I also don't feel like it ( Read more... )