Jul 05, 2011 09:45
I'd been thinking that it was everyone who was having a hard time finding a job, out of the people that I know who graduated from UCR... no, it's just me, out of the science majors that I know. Its really sad. Its like I wanted housing, a roof over my head so badly that i didn't focus on what was important.
I focused on having a boyfriend, having a cool job (not an effective one) and didn't use my resources effeciently... amazingly this landed me here... in ineffectual ville; home of the losers with a great degree and no experience; population 1. Just me.
I just amaze myself on how badly I screwed myself.... but you know, it'll be ok. I've got things lined up. like ducks, and one of them at least will take flight.
I'll be set, I'll go to grad school, I'll go to the military, I'll live a good life :)