On top of that, I didn't get to see anyone from the past that I really wanted to because i'm in Fucking Vancouver! FUCK.

For Once in my life I try to do the right thing and it backfires right in front of my face, some people are just so impossible to please that i feel it's not even worth it anymore to try. I've told them where they can phone me, I've sent them e-mails, everything, I even phoned a couple of times but nothing. Then they have the nerve to tell me that ( Read more... )

I met someone who looked liked tucky, was the same age as tucky, had the same smile, same style, same eyes, hair, everything about her was tucky... except she wasn't Ri's sister...

I feel like I'm too young to be anywhere. Nights where I could spend time with people turn into nights where I sit alone and watch a movie... well, not alone, but it's just sad how I am devoted to one thing and how restricting age is... I hate work, well i love my job, it's just there are a lot of uncomfortable feelings with going to work and at ( Read more... )

I have a job at HMV... I got it last week... so i guess this post should have been a week ago... OH well.

I really havn't come on here in a while, and it's not that i've been busy, and it's not cause i've ad time to. I guess the only reason is because of my own stupidity sitting at home and playing final fantasy 7 for hours is good enough for me than doing anything else... well i have been walking alot, eating, hanging out with my bro, sis and their ( Read more... )

"Why do people have to die?"
"... To make life important."

After probably about a month or two of never being alone I finaly am. I'm not saying beeing with people isn't good either, just being alone has it's perks as well... although i am starting to feel a bit lonely. It's raining outside, so much so that I have ruined my shoes :(... well not really ruined them just got them wet, but it's rainging crazy. ( Read more... )

interesting!

I have this feeling in my head that i should be doing something with my life. That I need to experience soemthing more than what's outside of my room. But what, exactly what?