things have been getting so much better than they used to be.
im finally happy again.
cheerleading is going really well this year
we're looking extremely good. better than we ever looked last year.
school is getting hard and i have a lot of homework, but im trying to get it done.
i just hope this year ends up being funn and just good.

I CAN'T take this anymore.
Just when I think that I may be happy and staying that way for a while.. I just break down.
I dont know what to do.. well I do.. but I cant.
I would just be more miserable. 
Nothing ever changes.
You would think that after you have a talk.. things get better.. but they arent.
I think its because its not true..
I shouldnt have to ( Read more... )

I dont even know why i brought this back haha, no one is going to read it ( Read more... )

Wow, haven't updated in like a million years ( Read more... )

Practice went good yesterday ( Read more... )

Havent updated in like forever ( Read more... )

Today was an okay day ( Read more... )

Today was actually one of my better days ( Read more... )

Today, I layed in bed all day and watched Americas Next top Model, and Made marathons lol. It was relaxing, but boring ( Read more... )

Haven't updated ina while. Thursday was a half day, but Sam, Zach, and I left at 10 for the funeral. Hands down the saddest thing I have ever been through. I went to the burial with Amber, Ashley, and Amanda. Then we went to the Eagles after with everyone and hung out.

Friday, Rob came and picked me and Sam up and we went down to the tree lighting ( Read more... )