so i skived uni (again) today. i went in around eleven and no one was there, and apparently theres an open day on, so i figured jill is probably too busy to see where i am at any given point. and i couldnt get on with anything else, as i need labels for my labelling gun and sue was no where to be seen, so i said 'fuck it, im not going to be a ( Read more... )

i think it might be time to update my journal. to be honest ive tried to think of things to say on several previous occaisions but i just could not be fucking arsed. i dont know, im a freak sometimes of my own making.
not a great deal going on. work, work, work, although i spent all week slacking off uni because i just didnt feel like going in to be ( Read more... )

hmmm i feel relaxed, and a little more at ease today. i went to work, had an average sort of day; had a laugh with david and got him to see my point of view on several things which meant a lot to me, and cheered up after having opened up the shop, and managed for the morning, something which im not really loving. i was on edge slightly due to not ( Read more... )

ick, sometimes i wonder about this placement. just bumped into professor seaward in the hall, got leered at and told that i should come over to his office in a little bit because he's 'looking forward to seeing' me. yuck yuck yuck. i think im being used as bait for his seeds. how seedy. hahahahaha. i need a life.

 surely this is unprecedented? i apparently got paid today and i had no idea about it, but i am not in desperate need of cash or anything, and i dont particularly need it either. sure, i have a debt to pay to my landlord but its not exactly like its urgent or anything, and im sure that he'd give me more time. i mean its only one months rent as  ( Read more... )

 i just woke up having had a revist from oen of my more harrowing recurring nightmares. it goes thus: i am waiting to be executed with whomever is also guilty of crimes at that time, who also coincidentally happens to be my boyfriend or someone close to me at any given time, and a procession of teachers (because we're in one of the geography rooms ( Read more... )

i just watched the last king of scotland, and i have to say i thought it was a great film,  but i cant exactly understand that it won more awards than blood diamond. when you compare the two of them, they have at their core extremely similar parallels, namely the issues of violence, especially when inflicted upon a general public, however, i ( Read more... )

i have spent most of the day feeling so lethargic and listless, possibly due to the large amounts of alcohol consumed last night. was a good night in general though. i met up with dandy again, which was awesome, and we sorted out the whole friends/lovers thing, as that was still very much an unresolved issue.
i have been reading my new books which ( Read more... )

I ve decided that archaeology can kiss my arse ( Read more... )

 
And do you ever feel like you're alone?
And do you ever wish you'd be unknown?
I could say that I have..
I could say that I have..
And do you ever feel things here aren't right?
And do you ever feel the time slip by?
I can say that I have..
And I can say that I have..

So hear this please
And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly
And look for the stars as ( Read more... )