Jan 18, 2008 17:54
i have spent most of the day feeling so lethargic and listless, possibly due to the large amounts of alcohol consumed last night. was a good night in general though. i met up with dandy again, which was awesome, and we sorted out the whole friends/lovers thing, as that was still very much an unresolved issue.
i have been reading my new books which came through in the post finally. currently being devoured is greg campbell's blood diamond, a very detailed account of illegal trading in conflict diamonds, an area of research that does grip me, more so since i saw 'blood diamond' the film, which was amazign. its a very graphic portrayal of sierra leonan violence, though, and in that respect i wouldnt recommend it for people who are easily disturbed by things like that. it does definitely make you think about things though.
andrew is staying with me right now. thats kind of doing my head in as he's being a right arse since he is now officially 'dr dunn' and seems to think it gives him a god approved right to act like even more of an arse than usual. still free drinks tonight apparently. whos complaining there? lol.
pissed off at jill and julie atm. its not their fault, i know, its more fate having a big fucking laugh at my expense, but i have to work on julies reference material with bill for the unending future, which as you know is a bit fucking annoying for me. even more so when julie went 'do you know bill?' and dan bashford was in the room and kinda sniggered at the irony of it all. to be honest, i almost did too, just couldnt be fucking arsed because it hought that itwas gay. i dont fancy him anymore. well, kinda. but im totally lukes girl now. i just dont want to have to work with someone with as loose morals as him, and someone who thinks its acceptable behaviour to act like an arrogant cock every day. its not on, and i just will have to think of the placement prospects i guess. the two j's also mentioned the possibility of going on a placement dig to iceland at some point. which is a bit random, if i can say so myself. i dont really want to to be honest, but tehy keep on droning on about fucking digging being essential practice which just does my head in. fuck knows what im thinkign right now. i think im pre menstrual as i just feel like going into someones face and screaming in it, because i feel that stressed right now.
fun days.
anyway the bellend cock face dickhead is back so i guess im going to have to talk to him, more annoying for me to be honest. ah well.
work tomorrow at 10am. cant say im particularly bothered. if it wasnt neil, i think id definitely ring in sick, because everyone else just does my head in right now. ah well. i hope i dont see anyone in the pub tonight because i dont want an entire nights drudgery of being pissed and everythign because im seriously thinking of becomign sober forever. hold the line, dont call the paramedics quite yet.
im sure its just a phase.