ok well first off i was about to call Jeff about all of this horrible drama that is going on, when he gives me a phone call about how he never even cared about me. That i guess this was all just another game, this is just what i need everyone against me again just as im getting ready to MOVE THE FUCK OUT i dont know why im even staying here. why ( Read more... )

whoa this is just as boring as i remember it...so why am i still here? typing to well no one but acting as if i have friends out there that will read this bc this is what level i have sunken to....i have nothing to do no one to talk to....everyone else is making plans in front of me with out me, its a wonderful feeling yes it truly is, i am slowly ( Read more... )

I loved all of you and even though it got rough from time to time you were all awsome, i will remember you all and i hope the same for me :) live your life to the fullest for me and i hope you all are happier than i ever was

here i am at ashleys house and jen is obsessing about porn...its rather awackward....but hey its just better that way

ok well i just got off the phone with this wicked asshole who likes to bring out the bipolar in me...hmm...who wants to guess...if you gussed JEFFERY youre right GOOD JOB!!! yeah and i just love it when he calls the only ppl that ( Read more... )

OMG im on the phone with ashley right now and we are enjoying our selves with Jeffs 24 thing and how into it is, and well our little commets are well both harsh and confusing....but its all well funny as helll and jeff is a bit of a dork and that just makes me love him even more!! o yes yes it does ( Read more... )

so yeah i fixed my lj and my last entry is lost in my other entries..this is great, just another cherry on my fucking sunday

i wrote goodbyes to all of you because i have been kicked out of my house and i have until my birthday to rfind a place to live...so the way that i look at it off to VA i go maybe CA but i dont think i even wanted out there anymore, it seems that i have become something so bad that no one wants to be around, something that isnt worthy of anyone's ( Read more... )

CLARISSA

C

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Chipper

L

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Lovable

A

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Arty

R

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Relaxed

I

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Impressive

S

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Spontaneous

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Swanky

A

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Active


What Does Your Name Mean?

ok when i said that i only know 2 ppl that aren't full of bullshit, no im sorry i was wrong in that statement. for i have not taken into account the ppl that i dont really hang out with but i still talk to and those ppl that just sort of hide in the backround..im am sorry to those ppl you know who you are and i hope you accept my apoligie (even if ( Read more... )

I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO PISSED OFF AT EVERY ONE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE, IM SICK OF EVERYONE JUST BEING....ASSHOLES!! PROMISING TO CALL AND THEN NOT, OR MAKING PLANS AND THEN SOMETHING COMES UP, OR HOW ABOUT DAMMIT CLARISSA O WAS COUNTING ON YOU FOR THAT! WHEN THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY I COULD HAVE PREVENTED ANYTHING. IM SORRY IF IM SO HUGE INCONVENCE TO ( Read more... )