But it's still something that I may eventually come back to so I like to keep up to date and well, it's over a month into 2011 ( Read more... )

I get sad sometimes for no real reason.
So I 'm listening to Northstar and thinking about crying.

I miss my boyfriend.

I don't want to be cute I don't want to be a part of something I just want to be myself and in a stable relationship that I have faith in and feel comfortable with that's founded on history so that's where I am right now. I hate my job and myself

Remember that last time we moved and it was me and you and all of our things and our room and our bed and our life and things weren't like they are now where we're hopeless and tired and busy kicking ourselves for everything we've done wrong because it was the first right step we made?

This time is not like that and I don't want anything back more ( Read more... )

SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE AND SLEEP IN MY OWN BED WITH NOBODY BUT DOMO OKAY? AND IM NOT GOING TO FEEL BAD ABOUT NOT WANTING TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND EVERY DAY BECAUSE I NEED SOME FUCKING PERSONAL SPACE AND TIME TO CHECK A HUNDRED PAGES BACK ON TUMBLR AND HAVE STUPID IM CONVERSATIONS WITH MY FRIENDS AND NOT HAVE TO KEEP A CONVERSATION GOING.

So wouldn't it be nice if we could live twice in just one life?

Oh hey I thought I might have been lucky for a few days there.

I'm really grateful for the year I got to spend at home, for the things I've learned, for my relationship with my sister, for the chance to learn about myself, and for the chance to learn about other people.

Its the end of August and everything feels goooooooood.