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sweet
i just got a call about the tech position. :) exciting. hopefully i can transition before school starts. :) -
well...
eric's been sober for 3 months....
how do i know this? apparently after i dreamt about him last night, i text messaged him.... only i thought i dreamt it. nope... my lack of sleep (15 hours in 4 days) led me to believe i dreamt something o ACTUALLY did.
by the way, crying at work... isnt really that cool. :( -
another day another dollar
this is my first day to work since... last thursday. my patient tried to kill herself by overdosing on her 11 year olds antibiotics. for those of you who know nothing about medicine... this will NOT kill you. it will however killer your body's "good" bacteria and leave you with a urinary tract infection, diarrhea, and/or a yeast infection... ( Read more... ) -
i did it
i told phillip off in a really nice way. i basically said... i am not waiting for you to make up your mind and if you really loved me and wanted to be with me... this wouldnt be an issue. go me. :) -
i hate men...
i really do. from the fuckhead patients i have calling me a bitch, to some idiot i was talking to and decided not to date (because clearly he is unbalanced) calling me an ugly cunt ( Read more... ) -
update
no, i havent died or fallen off the face of the earth. i have however broken my laptop & i am waiting on getting it fixed. that & my school life has gotten exponentially more frustrating & stressful. i found out i got a d in pharmacology which i am trying to dispute, but it looks like i will have to retake it this summer. along with that added ( Read more... ) -
update
i dont have time to make a full post, but i met with my therapist & i really like her. she made me realize that i have to stop beating myself up about things. she also said that angry outbursts are normal with people pleasers and that we will go through constructive ways to let it out. i really think this will help. she also told me that i am ( Read more... )
