woo hoo.. i got the guitar that i've wanted for forever now.. now i just need a tuner.. lol i forgot that my mom didn't know about them.. so i've been tuning it off some tracks i found online.. its such a pain in the ass.

i saw slipknot last night.. the end

this week has sucked. anthony's been on the road with his brother, theyre going down to florida. the rain has limited my riding time which i really need right about now. its hard enough that i can't feel him but now that it's raining and there's nothing to do, it's all that i can think about. i'm such a bitchy person when i'm bored. i love the rain ( Read more... )

my fears make me sick to my stomach..

well its been a little while. lol no one writes in their live journals now a days. everyone is obsessed with myspace ( Read more... )

wow i really fucked it up this time

yea i'm at home, its wednesday. i was dizzy last night so i was like i'll just go to bed. so i slept fine. but i realize that i was in the same position i fell asleep in which is abnormal for me. so i climb out of bed and i'm still fucking dizzy. i don't know how i took a shower without falling over and cracking my head open over the side of the ( Read more... )

it really bothers me when you find something thats going on about what true love is. "can't sleep, can't eat, can't breathe, can't focus, can't stop thinking of them, you die when you're not with them" okay. no. thats not how it goes. if you really get like this you need to be in a hospital bed on a respirator. or you're overly obsessing, which isn ( Read more... )

this past week was what i'd love my life to be like. yea that life i get to live after i escape from my father's prison of a house. anthony was here for another week. he left on sunday. we did all those things that you never thought that you would do with someone. just little things that really matter. i can still feel him here. this is his home. ( Read more... )

for the next week or so i'm not going to be around ( Read more... )