i had a meaningful statement
about what its like to leave everything
but i left it unattended
and now i cant place what it said

this post serves no purpose, just like the fact that i sleep and wake up unable to think what anything that happened in between means ( Read more... )

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the way you never need to say a word
expressing whole conversations
by just the slightest touches
is it ever like this in heaven?

this transmission ends shortly after ( Read more... )

the world will continue while you stand still ( Read more... )

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dissillusionment is bearing in
down among those who are good at heart
good of will
freeof speech
and at liberty of individuality.
somehow identity will be lost
your every movement countered
all your energies wasted away.
there will be none to blame
excepting yourself.
its only logical.
you are negligible.
breathe deeply and be a machine.

incidentally the moments you have hoped for will never happen. every emotion that you feel is everlasting will fade and melt into vague memories. even actions that you treasure as the most amazing things to ever occur will soon fade into just a resolution to do what is needed for repetition. illogically we all become what we most despise ( Read more... )