i slid the knife in his back
and watched his body relax
all the way to the floor
mixed misery in a glass
on the rocks i slept
only to curve my mind into traps
inspired to bereave
i sent cocktails of chemicals
to businessmen's doorsteps
smiled in my sleep
while fireworks worked miracles
the carbon in my heart
beats with such a twisted passion

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the wind sends me home cold and incomplete, a sliver of a man, begging his bones to stop shivering. the lobby is depressingly empty, dark, and unfriendly. the hallways are better suited to my tastes. the water fountain is broken, sending the precious life blood of ten thousand things into a drain, to be recycled and sent to some future use. the ( Read more... )

priviledge is like a mountain
that you can see from days away.

there is nothing more heart-wrenching
from silly blunders with awesome endings.

you have a right to know
that the door swings both ways.

punishment is not so severe
as the sorrow in respected eyes.

nothing ever felt more concrete
than the pavement under receding feet.

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