One of these days....

I will calm down.
I should stop ranting.
I won't worry as much.
I will start talking like a normal person again.
I won't be nearly as self conscious.
I will think a little more before I speak.
I might even be a little more enjoyable to be around.
I wont ramble on about everything and nothing all at once.
I won't tell my life story ( Read more... )

I am so STUPID. How many other girls tell the uy they really like to go to ball withhis Ex? AFTER he said he would go with you?. What the hell is wrong with me. And No, I'm not ok with it. Not at all.

I know I have ben stressed and I know he's heard the brunt of it. I feel really bad. I can't help being sto stressed. I know a lot of it has to do with how much I like him and how sick I am of being ahrrassed. I wasnt to tell him and I want him to know, but I am near convinced his feelings are not the same as mine. Im scared if I tell him I will ( Read more... )

I cannot get him out of my head.

I've been watching love movies with my mom for most of the afternoon. 
Three guys in four months. That is deffinitely a record for me. Two of them either were in love with me, on is still begging me to take him back. I didn't appriciate having either one of them. The first one, well, all he cared about was sex and thats no good. But anway, Mike is ( Read more... )

PROM PICTURES
What an amazing night.....


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Does anyone else extremely dislike Mrs. Sargent?

I had another amazing day.

There's just one thing bothering me

Lust   n.

Intense or unrestrained sexual craving.

Love   n.

A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.

Which one?

The phone rang a lot to day at work. That's nothing new. One phone call was different. It was from Debbie. I answered the phone like I always do, "Good Afternoon, Brownie Brothers, How may I help you?" I've answered my cell phone like that a few times. Amway, the woman on the other end of the phone asked if Dave was in. I told her yes and then ( Read more... )

My Break:

Friday;
*Wth Chris*
~Toys R Us
~Pet Smart
~Steel Music Hall

Saturday:
*Work*
*With Chris*
~Curious George

Sunday:
~Shopping with Grandma
*With Chris*
~Family Dinner
~Bridge

Monday:
*Work*
*With Chris*
~Corn Hill
~Bridge
~Dinner with his family
~Water Fall
~Beach
~My House

Tuesday:
*Work*
~Home napping due to about 15 hours of sleep since Friday

Wednesday;
*Work*
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