Well, this only happened today. :) And quite surprisingly, too. I hadn't seen it coming, actually. I don't feel too bad about it though; no point in regretting something you can't do anything about. But I do feel rather dumb and stupid for throwing away opportunity in the way I have.
*kiss* I think this was for the best, darling. You really didn't need this stress, and Caelestis is not the only indie company out there. You'll be a producer if you want to be, and that's a fact. It just won't be with them. Hopefully you can find a nice company where they aren't biased and don't play favourites, where it's professional and you can get oodles of experience.
Oh, they were professional. 'twas I that had perceived differently and I took something personally, when I shouldn't have. My bad. Though I do believe that I'll get to where going :) given time, and the right conditions, and a lot of effort on my part. *sigh* I just had to learn something the hard way this time. And hopefully next time, I won't have to go through the same agony.
Read about your DDR extravanganza. I used to be absolutely obsessed with those things until I lost my pad and then didn't have money to visit the arcade. Plus the fact that everyone around me outgrew it. Ugh.
I hate it that life chooses to toss me about in all these different and nauseating directions (rather, I instigate it to do so). It's never a sure thing that I land on my feet and I'm not very sure where I'm going this time around, because Caelestis was the one stable thing I had...but there are times when I take life day by day, and you live it to the best of your ability. Sometimes, that's about as good as it gets and you really don't have to think about the future at that point.
Awww, it's already just because you gave hugs. :) No need to say anything; I think that...I just have to listen to myself and to my environment more, to prevent such instances of misunderstanding. I'm sure there are more companies out there with just as much spunk...or more even. :)
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I hate it that life chooses to toss me about in all these different and nauseating directions (rather, I instigate it to do so). It's never a sure thing that I land on my feet and I'm not very sure where I'm going this time around, because Caelestis was the one stable thing I had...but there are times when I take life day by day, and you live it to the best of your ability. Sometimes, that's about as good as it gets and you really don't have to think about the future at that point.
It gets easier. And then again, it's just HARD.
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