Buffeted by life: too many things have happened in the past week.
As is the case with life, change comes in waves too fast, and you learn lessons too late.
I was forced to resign from my film company.
In some ways, it's liberating. In others, I just have to face the consequences for my actions, whether I know them to be wrong or not. In this case, I was wrong. Wrong in perceiving something, and in my reactions to an issue that should have been strictly business. The funny thing is, it wasn't even a conscious decision to defy the President; simply that I wasn't ready to talk to her when she wanted because I might've hollered at her face. In retrospect, though, I should have told her I was too angry to talk.
Now I'm fired. That has such a funny, depressing ring to it.
No more music video. No more big projects. Not a producer anymore. Or maybe I could be, if I find the right job. Who knows?
And the film didn't get into Cannes. I couldn't care less these days, because the project and Caelestis Productions are out of my hands as it is. *cocks head* Would've been nice to see what I could've done to both though.
Damn, is life peachy!
GOOD NEWS: It's the Tour of the Fireflies tomorrow! And YOU MUST GO! Because clean air is important! Round up is at 6am in Tiendesitas, Ortigas.
I'm really excited about that; another reason to keep living because there are bigger things to life than film. *consoles self*
I was forced to resign from my film company.
In some ways, it's liberating. In others, I just have to face the consequences for my actions, whether I know them to be wrong or not. In this case, I was wrong. Wrong in perceiving something, and in my reactions to an issue that should have been strictly business. The funny thing is, it wasn't even a conscious decision to defy the President; simply that I wasn't ready to talk to her when she wanted because I might've hollered at her face. In retrospect, though, I should have told her I was too angry to talk.
Now I'm fired. That has such a funny, depressing ring to it.
No more music video. No more big projects. Not a producer anymore. Or maybe I could be, if I find the right job. Who knows?
And the film didn't get into Cannes. I couldn't care less these days, because the project and Caelestis Productions are out of my hands as it is. *cocks head* Would've been nice to see what I could've done to both though.
Damn, is life peachy!
GOOD NEWS: It's the Tour of the Fireflies tomorrow! And YOU MUST GO! Because clean air is important! Round up is at 6am in Tiendesitas, Ortigas.
I'm really excited about that; another reason to keep living because there are bigger things to life than film. *consoles self*