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[frodofigment]

Bingo already wrote back. That was fast... I was expecting to have more time to get adjusted to this place again. Oh, well... I'm utterly terrified and nervous, but this is a good thing. The sooner I am able to talk to him the better

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[bbolger_baggins]

*listens, blinks, shaking his head, exasperated, shouts* Ai, Iorhael! I don't care what lessons you learned or not! I really don't! I didn't sign on to be your teacher, you self-absorbed sot! *runs his hand through his hair puffing*

It doesn't take much awareness to realize there was a problem with what you did when you interferred with my healing, it really doesn't! You left. Again. After promises of staying. *starts pacing* And . . . I couldn't accept you'd just break those promises . . again . . . but my not being able to accept your failings and back away was my problem . . . I took responsibility for it by walking The Fire to help me let go. I wasn't.letting.go. I wasn't letting go that you weren't there. Do you understand?

*makes a sweeping gesture with his arm* So what do you do? You waltz up. You know it's our relationship I'm needing distance from. You tell me it was you who I was trying to forget, anyway. Despite how that might interfere with my healing. Did you stop to think for one moment what interferring with

[bbolger_baggins]

*nods, returns the smile briefly* You can also go visiting, here and elsewhere for conversation. I know it's hard to tell once I get going, but there are other hobbits around here who like to talk who you can also make friends with, and have also wondered about you when you've disappeared.

Friend covers a lot of territory, so yes, it is entirely possible, and plausible. *breathes in* I can forgive you, and I know I will in time, but it's hard for me to do so now without knowing your intentions, and no matter what you say, I'll only know them through your deeds, and those deeds, whatever they may be, will come with time. I . . . *pauses, sighs*

*watches him* Iorhael, what do you want, plausible or no?

LJ is not allowing either of us to log in. Iorhael says:

[bbolger_baggins]

((Mun says: sorry for delay with posting. May be delay tonight (Sunday) but I'm hoping to be home by 8.))

Very true... I could go visiting. But you know me, Bingo... I'm a bit of a social stiff. *smiles* I have missed the hobbits who live here. I would ask you to tell me how they have all been, but I will save that for them. It would provide a starter for conversation.

*nods* Yes, it does cover a lot of territory. *nods again, listening to Bingo*

*takes a deep breath* What I think everyone wants. To be happy. Putting aside what I did for a moment... I know that you made me happy. I could say that ideally, I would want to fix things and be back where we were. A more realistic ideal would be that I just want to do my best to fix things and make you happy.