So much good but also so much bad.  Luckily, good always prevails in my mind.

I'd like to go to europe with nothing but a back pack and a little money.  Live by chance, wish for luck, and hope for the best.  One day, I plan on doing this.

Andddd my parents probably won't pay for my education after this semester.  I'm doing horribly.  HOO HA!

I hate ( Read more... )

I've truly never been more physically and emotionally exhausted.  I think I've gotten about 20 hours of sleep in the past week.  It's so hard to settle...even when my mind and body are screaming at me to sit down, relax, and go to sleep.  Too much going on.  I feel bad sleeping peacefully when everything is in shambles ( Read more... )

This past few days has been great.  Finally getting my act together and it feels good.  I've been sleeping more and being more productive.  I'm happy about this.

Road trip Friday.  I don't even know how to contain my excitement.  My goodnesssss!

pinch me.

Shit, moment of weakness ( Read more... )

I really need a botch to happen.

I am so much happier now than I was.  I am happy about this.

I insist on doing things that have a high rate of ending badly.  Oh well!

I NEED summerrrr.

uhhhh can i be done?

The way I felt this morning reminded me why I don't go out on school nights.  To say that I wanted to jump out of the 3rd story windows of my classrooms cannot explain the horrible hangover.  I made it to all my classes though!  I was pretty proud of myself.  Three hours of sleep last night and I'm still awake without a nap in me---how?  Miracle ( Read more... )

I have to write a short story for my creative writing class...WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD MY PLOT BE?  If you read this entry...please give me serious help.

I've been sleepin at school lately..partly because I'm terrified my car I will break down again and partly because if I live at home for one more dat, I will go bonkers.

I have two teachers that do not ( Read more... )