Sometimes you get paranoid, because you realize in an instant that you could be, "Oh shit, I could potentially get bat-shit crazy, dysfunctional couple, love-you-so-much-that-i-scream-at-you-in-public" over someone.
Uuuuuuuuggggghhhh today has just been a big weird ball of meeps and moops. It makes it harder to shake off when rather than going out and putting myself in a better mood with friends, said friends have all decided to not hang out. I need to snap myself out of this shame spiral.