i bought the most wonderful bathing suit yesterday.
i absolutely love it.
and i thought i'd share that.
i should be cleaning my room or doing scholarship work.
but i don't feel like it.
i just want to lay around and do nothing.
it's the weather, i blame it on the weather.

will these butterflies please just leave my stomach?
i can hardly stand it.

I feel _________ right now.
Like every aspect of my life is jumbled to the point where I don't really recognize it anymore.
And it's falling around my head, ruining me while I'm ruining it.

of course mom's mad at me again ( Read more... )

things i should be doing:
cleaning my room
looking for my mom's check book
gathering my things and my backpack for tomorrow
practicing for my audition
sleeping

things i'm doing instead:
reading fiction
wanting to take a bath
being ridiculously lazy

you have enemies ?
good .
it means for at least
once in your life -
you stood up for yourself .

( yay for silly surveys )

Some college that I've never heard of before just called to offer me an academic scholarship. Hurray?

I'm scheduled to work four times this month, which is seriously downscaled from four times a week. I'm rather confused. Oh well.

I love being a wrestling manager. So Much.

now i can pick where to go to college! yay!
a choice between two!

a little better now?