i want to live my life
like cinnamon-plum tea.
exotic,
yet strangely comforting

so i left this morning with a very very very uneasy feeling that has since decreased but is still there. i can't put my finger on it ( Read more... )

so i feel like i've wasted a bunch of time this weekend, which i probably have, but that's ok. i deserve it no? i didn't really. i spent yesterday morning at practice, which was awesome. the 50's feeling really good and I'M NOT THINKING which is even better. i'm psyched for next weekend's meet in virginia. anyways, i napped and then went shopping ( Read more... )

so i was doing the recovery set at practice today thinking woefully about where my spunk has gone. then i got up on the block and went 11 on my dive 25. there's my spunk!!!!! it just gets scared away sometimes by evil happenings like french class and busywork ( Read more... )

nights like tonight are the times that keep us alive ( Read more... )

the strangest conversations happen between
1 and 4 am.
the past revisited, souls revealed.
it is a frightning, enlightening
world out there.
enchantment?

aaron has a girl. this makes me very happy - and for some reason, not at all jealous. i would have been like a year ago...but now i'm more relieved - and excited for him!!!! although i'll still be the first one to kick her ass if she messes him around ( Read more... )

val and i came up with this one

exactly.
i want to breathe the air of freedom
from boredom and monotony.
and mondays

that moment that just passed. i will never again experience it. or that one or that one or that one ( Read more... )

i am so bored. all i can do is anticipate the dumb schoolwork that i have to do today and then all the other work i have which involved being at the jcc from 1 till 9. sucks. at least it's money ( Read more... )